Swearing off women #2

i've given up trying to understand women... they're weird creatures... very weird.. and i don't think that i'm the first male to figure this out... just give up trying to understand members of the fairer sex... it's impossible!! so, it's better to just give up trying... and just accept them for what they are...


and i'm not going to continue this self bashing phase that i've been going through... wallowing in self pity isn't going to help me... it's just going to erode my confidence.. i should start concentrating on doing things that are constructive.. things that'll help boost my confidence level... i wonder what.. confidence is important...


i think that i can do good photography... at least decently good... i should go out whenever the weather permits... and just go take a few decent shots... and save up some money to get a DSLR... then, i would be able to take amazing shots... there is a big level of difference between SLR and standard...


i can also do decently good chip design... i should go back and get some work done... finish up my on-chip network... tidy up the stack processing element... and then, work on writing some software... a lot needs to be done over christmas... i'm going to have to put aside the other project again... damn... when am i ever going to get time to tidy up my open source projects...


i've been learning a lot over the last few weeks.. even though i've not done any real work.. but as usual, that's my style.. design is 80% with the head and 20% with the hands... i usually like to get things down on paper (down to the lowest detail) before i actually start working on the physical implementation... and now that my supervisor has agreed to get the software i need, there's no reason not to move on with my design...


so, there... that's the game plan now... work like mad!!! rebuild self confidence... and then... we'll take it from there...